kakayunN

2010-06-15T03:37:00.003+08:00

omg i juz killed a cockroach on my way to my living room. >< guilty...罪过罪过~~
been really long time since it appears in my house again.. i know i have to clear it else my mum or sis see it later in the morning will shock to death. lol
R.I.P

IT SHOW over...haven't got the time n mood to blog but still i promise myself to post something a week. Unfortunately, i don't think it was a pleasant show. most probably same pay as last time again =( This is so **** !!

anyway, able to make new friend in return. =b Got my UOB debit card just today, time to shop online HEHEHEHEH. But the pin has changed and stated in seperate letter but i can't find it. =( still cant use.. damm

been 5 days for not doing my workout. die liao man...last week effort all gone down to waste.. plus i juz ate mac awhile back =X

and everyone is crazy fever about world cup now but to me, it was just another normal norm. lol whatever! im not a soccer fans

heading to bed now.. nite ppl

-kakayunN

IT SHOW 2010

2010-06-10T03:16:00.003+08:00

OKIES... gotta work for the next four days for IT SHOW 2010 10JUNE-13JUNE.
Lucky.. im at the main booth this time and not the side or marina square LOL.
my target pay this time is 600. HOPE I CAN ARCHIVE IT... roar =D
5 hours slp left... ><

good luck everyone.. Gambatte (:
nites

-kakayunN

2010-06-06T05:24:00.002+08:00

i went for running today.
CMI! lol
i guess i'm really have to start exercising to keep myself fit. I cant do long run and pull up... shit man =(

JIA YOU CARSON! i gonna reduce 2-4kg at least and muscularrrr !!!!! LOL

on the other hand, need to brush up my guitar again =/

go go go~~

-kakayunN

2010-06-01T04:17:00.002+08:00

First of all, WELCOME TO THE MONTH OF JUNE =D
TO THOSE THAT ENLISTED DURING THIS MONTH, ALL THE BEST YA ! ^_^

It's gonna be quite a long post for this one so...here goes

last sat we went to paintball with 18 ppl. It was satisfied experience since it was my first time but the only regret was the amount to play. 50 bucks for 250 balls. T.T

Seriously, 3 rounds is all it takes to finish and damm it, i couldn't finish them up even during play. ._. As a reward, i receive two strike on both side of my neck. It was kinda painful like some bruise, just annoying for the day. Due to my extraordinary recovery, it was gone the next day. heh
We had FISH & CO too for the dinner, i ordered sting-ray black pepper. taste? soso only lor. lol

ok for today, ZG just finish his operation for his knee. Visit him at Alexandra Hospital and was relieved to see he was all well and okay =D Hope he get well soon babe =x so poor thing had to stay overnight alone right now well im lying on my bed with my comfortable bed and coolness air-con. =b
NEVER FALL AGAIN PLS ZG!!

damm, im bad at writing. vocab, expression all screwed up =x shit, at least u guys are able to understand right (:

-kakayunN

2010-05-29T04:24:00.005+08:00

celebrating leonard and jason birthday tomorrow!!!
plan to go paintball... wahahaha :o
i have to say there is really alot of MAY birthday friend i have here.
I'm spending almost half my pay liaoo... well, best is we get to enjoy ourselves (:

today went for bball at triple 8. greenwood was used and so we suggest to take cab there which is just a few streets away. The best part was we also took cab home, making a no walking day LOL. yeah too rich =b
the pumping really soften me up =/ im so physically weak. haizzzz

And this crazy shanshan out of the blue came back to fb so actively and was mia for the past few months. ._. then went slp aso nvr say a word lol

k thats all. ^^

something to enjoy

page error but something weird at closer look O.O

-kakayunN

EPIC

2010-05-28T02:58:00.003+08:00

To fail so epicly you cannot just explain it using the word "Fail" But you have to say it "Phail"

I went to take bus to school from the interchange. When reached, my bus just went off so i thought walking there would be faster as the bus interval is kinda long. Once approaching school, the bus went zooooooooomzzxxzxcxzc.

EPIC PHAIL!

I just took out my egg tart and it drops onto the floor. ._.?

EPIC PHAIL!
taste still good, with the smell of my foot? ohhh nice rhymes here YO~~

gonna work for the upcoming IT SHOW, june 10-13 2010. =D

-kakayunN

shag

2010-05-25T01:09:00.002+08:00

i donno
i donno i think im too shag to blog anymore
after this crazy 2 night chalet ton.

>.<

my alcoholic level really lousy.. always puke after drinking. sigh =/
anyway, glad to hear lots of ns story from my friends. really appreciated and
soon gonna be my turn to be inside =b

next coming birthday is leonard !
which is this coming sat. (:
ok thats it. i need some recovery before writing. don't wish to think now =x

-kakayunN

busy

2010-05-21T01:45:00.001+08:00

Its gonna be a busy weekend....!! upcoming friday with longjie and wt birthday party chalet. yeahh... omg 2 chalet together ._.

pocket one big hole... sad =( but everyone happy jiu hao.

Happy Birthday to Long Jie and Wei Teck =D

im tired.. gotta run now. nites
-kakayunN

out 05.16 2010

2010-05-17T15:16:00.006+08:00

yesterday went out with wh, zg and teng long for some window shopping at orchard and dhoby ghaut. I never bought anything, nothing caught my attention but there this blazer like jacket is so cool but 200bucks. wtf?

had my fav yong tau foo at funan.. lol it was really nice the soup. (:
settle down Robinson for dinner and chi-chat. Boy talks are the best.
We can talk about almost anything especially our childhood during secondary. haha

At the end we had our 8 tako for just 3 BUCKS!!!! closing sale lol!

taken awhile back

looking forward for teng long birthday party at coasta sand chalet.
40+ people attending... may god bless us

PS: At the same time, i just uploaded my trip to TAIWAN on FACEBOOK. yAY!

-kakayunN

Constipation of life

2010-05-13T22:16:00.004+08:00

Sometimes in life, do you feel you having constipation?
hmm...but whats constipation?

If you are not aware, having three or fewer bowel movement in a week.
(stool is hard, dry, painful, or difficult to pass. Some people with constipation lack energy and feel full or bloated.)
You are suffering some constipation if you have some of the above symptoms.

wth is bowel movement? well, its all the waste inside your intestine lo. lol

YOU GOTTA SHIT OFTEN YOU KNOW!

okay this is serious. when you know its coming but you went to the toilet and sit on the bowl but nothing came out. you keep trying trying trying but..... lol

"Constipation makes life miserable. You have less energy in life when you are suffering from this condition. You feel depressed and want to stay home all the time. When you are at home, you do not feel comfortable in any position at all. Your mind is desperately searching for ways to get rid of the waste in the body."

SO !?!?!?!?!?!

1) EAT MORE FRUITS (: (i always do hehe)
2) Drink plenty plenty of water. yes i mean a lot like 8 cups a day? =b

Most importantly this is the point i was trying to emphasize....
3) Visit the restroom when you feel the urge to have a bowel movement. Allow yourself enough time to relax.

errr... you know what i mean eh? try not to endure so much, release them baaa

I'm not sure why i am writing this but it just pop into my mind. "Constipation?" ._.
then i went to some research and this is how this post created.

alright. end.

-kakayunN

PS: At least i wrote something for today and yeah please reminded to do bowel movement often

2010-05-12T16:23:00.005+08:00

I came across this in youtube viewing random video. WATCH IT!

Actually, the girl in the background was the girl he had the 2 week love fest with.
He had mentioned, on his first date with her, that we are all probably in the background of countless family photos of people we don't know. And there she was in the background of a picture of his current girlfriend

The ending is his future girlfriend its kinda of like saying you don't know how much photos you are in ,like you know when you take a picture and you see all these random people you dont know in the background well yeah i think you get it now..

perhaps in this thousand and million of chances, coincidence is so happening.
FATE

-kakayunN

playlist done (:

2010-05-12T15:17:00.001+08:00

my music playlist is up. It's all kpop songs~~ hehe

If anybody wants those song, just tag here or email me^^
Friends can just msn me.

enjoy :>

-kakayunN

back again =D

2010-05-12T03:57:00.002+08:00

oh yeah? oh yeaaaa!

i'm back for blogging again.. reading my past entries just bring me back memories

oh wow.

it's been such a long time since i posted something.

feel good being back (:

Whatever it takes

2010-05-12T03:28:00.000+08:00

Sixty seconds was it all it took,
A poet & a thief, married by the book.

She stole his heart, he captured her soul;

A love story, for two, maybe three years.
By then, it’s all about the dust, the tears & the fears.
About how he’s not as romantic as he used to be,
and how she’s not the woman he used to see.

Four years was all it took,
a marriage, falling off the hook.

Oh, irony, you love yet you hate.
Call it destiny, call it fate,
you were never meant to be,
pity though,
it took you a whole three years to finally see.

Now he’s all tears and she’s all regret,
they both wish they’d never met.

Love.

source: http://myfruitcups.com/2010/01/28/whatever-it-takes/

2009-03-04T04:58:00.002+08:00

When your dreams fade away and your imagination dies.
When your world stops revolving and your stars burn out.
When the music stops and the people start dancing.
When the wedding bells are ringing and shes walking away.

Where there is life, there is purity.
Where there is judgment, there is irony.
Where there is death, there are miracles.

You give and they take, you take and they give. The trade-offs of life. Love is only great maybe because you know what it feels like to get your heart broken. The same for good health and being ill. The same for freedom and captivity. The same for everything else.

I guess thats why they say, you only treasure after you’ve lost. You only want something because you’re afraid of being without it.

Love. You’re afraid of being lonely. But you and i both know that a man can be surrounded by thousands and still feel lonely. People get lonely. People get depressed. People commit suicide.

How hard is it, to have one person listen to you and pull you out of your sinking hole. It is hard, I’ll tell you. Very hard. People these days, they don’t listen anymore, they hear. They hear what you have to say, and none of it actually sinks in.

Imagine how silly we’d sound at the funeral, going on and on about how you’d give anything just to have him back alive. How you’d have given your life for him. How you’d go to the ends of the world for him.

Silly you. And all he wanted was for you to listen.

PS: wanted to share this cuz i felt it was meaningful. check out the source..
source:
http://myfruitcups.com/2008/07/13/beautiful-demise/
-kakayunN

2009-02-28T00:18:00.003+08:00

what does the length of finger say about love life?

Don’t get me wrong, this is not a fortune telling article but it’s an article that describes how you can know some personality traits of people by assessing the length of their fingers!!!

Just like face reading can reveal a lot about someone's personality, your fingers can also tell some information about your hormone levels and so your behavior.

A few article i found on the net..
here goes..

Finger ratio

Generally, men have a ring finger that is longer than their index finger. This is because of the hormone testosterone which affects the development of the fingers. In women both fingers are usually of the same length or one of them may be a little longer than the other. * I HAVE A LONGER RING FINGER! IM A NORMAL MAN.*

If you found a woman having a ring finger that is longer than the index then she may be a little aggressive or she may process some manly behavior. Men who have a very long ring finger compared to the index finger have higher levels or testosterone and so they may be more aggressive than other men who have ordinary rations.
*I WONT WANNA FIND A WIFE THAT GOT A LONG RING FINGER DE. LOL*

It was also found that people having long ring fingers excel at math and dealing with numbers while those having longer index fingers excel at language and literature. Another study revealed that men with feminine finger rations (similar length of ring and index fingers) are more subject to depression.

eh i wonder if kai an has the same length of ring and index fingers anot, always zi bi. lol

soo? a few FAQ abt it.

Q:What is the thing about your fingers?

A:It's called digit ratio. In the womb, the brain is washed over by estrogen and testosterone. If you have a lot more testosterone than estrogen in the womb, it is going to build a longer fourth finger than pointer finger. If you've got a lot more estrogen in the womb, the pointer finger will be longer.

Q:What does it say about your personality?

A:If you have more testosterone in the womb and you have a longer fourth finger, you're more likely to have musical ability, mathematical abilities, to be an engineer or architect or good at computer programming. You tend to have poorer social skills but be direct, decisive, ambitious, competitive.

Q:What does it mean to have more estrogen?

A:Usually that you have good verbal skills, can find the right word rapidly, are good at remembering, better at compassion, nurturing, patience, have good people skills, and are better at reading posture, gesture, tone of voice and facial features

quite true leh. im always good in mathematics and right now study about computer programming lol. However, i also not sure if im consider agressive anot but i can be one if i lose in things that i shldn't be because i know i can. =x

source:
http://www.2knowmyself.com/Finger_ratios_and_personality
http://www.handresearch.com/news/your-ring-finger-about-your-love-life.htm

-kakayunN

2009-02-20T15:16:00.002+08:00

the headache cont.........bad flu.

3/4 dead. =(

-kakayunN

seriously.. half-dead now.

2009-02-19T15:10:00.003+08:00

a wonderful sleep last night for me.. i got a serious sore-throat that is unbelievable not pain and wake up in the middle of the night like 6am to take medicine but cannot find while i dont feel like disturbin my mum seeing she having her beauty sleep. well, i slept at 4am.
It was soooo not cold that night but i just shiver non-stop in the end i found a cold-flu capsules to feed me. The description was written like " indication for: headache, flu, sore-throat, dry-throat, fever, cough" It just fit in all into my situation so i took 2 and gone back to sleep but i ended up lying on the sofa in the living room. 0.0

ouch, my lips still hurt. haha yeah i got knock while bball last night. blooooooddd
TOUCH TIMES WONT LAST LONG...!! although strong man like me will still fall sick but but but nothing. lol ._.

kk.. i shld go rest now. just wanna write all this crap before i forget. heh
just wondering now, how the **** i got sick?

-kakayunN

2009-02-17T21:28:00.002+08:00

having 5 straight playing bball for me... omg.!!! but then my bball skill is still shit as before.. HAHAH! lol

after this whole 10 weeks vacation... when back to school must do FYP le then graduate to get my degree and proceed to ARMY!!!!!!!! =(

never actually going to attend this coming S.H.E autograph session.. =( yeah so bb idol! you know i know.. i still <3 you, HEBE. LOLs

seee laa.. i donno what to write and put into my blog -.-
fuck! bye.

-kakayunN

2009-02-12T16:44:00.005+08:00

LOL. This joke totally pwnssxxxx xD

-kakayunN

2009-02-09T20:30:00.003+08:00

ermm.. how long i have been mia? lol sry.. i lost interest in blogging but anyway, im back writing isn't it. Although not much peeps will read into this shitty blog of mine..ahahahah

It is almost here, that special time of year.When hearts and flowers by the hours are
brought to all who seek; When kisses swirl and words melt away your soft heart.
hahah..dont have to mention, you guys knew what it is.

For 18 years, still searching along for the right ones but yeah..no hurry. ;D
But i do have a little poem i found for everyone..

"The day of love requires a companion,
But I find myself at this time all alone.
Words of sweet affection fill the morning
Like bells outside the windows of my room.

I don't know why I don't have someone with me.
I've loved and been loved through the restless years.
The mysteries of love I hold within me
Are a darkness unrelieved by moon and stars.

And yet I feel more love than I have ever
Felt within the circle of a kiss.
Love need not be a passion or a fever,
Nor does it need a hand for its caress.

Love does not require a companion.
It doesn't need an object or a home.
It flies above the ecstasy of morning
And fills the universe inside my room."

A small sincere bless to all couple out there; trust is the only thing in love. dont so fast sentence a death if the opposite did something wrong. Hope all of my friends enjoy themselves to the fullest with their loves ones.

SINGLE de dont sad....im here with u all. lols

PS:Now I'm not sure if you're single, you might be happily in love. Whomever he might be, he is very lucky. If there's no one to fulfill that great big happiness, that brings such great a feeling of sweet and joy and bless. I would be the one
to bring that all to you. I'll always do you right If you want me to. (:

-kakayunN

2009-01-01T00:26:00.002+08:00

i stay at home for the count down!!!!!
AHAHAHAHAHAH.....
I GOT NOTHING LEFT FOR 2008.. BYEBYE
AND
HERE I COME 2009 ~~~~~~~~
PLEASE MAKE ME A BETTER YEAR..!!
i haven think of what to do yet so still hanging.. haha ;D

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-12-30T00:18:00.003+08:00

yay! xmas over.! new year coming..!! 2.0.0.9

check out my new blog song. LOL i happen to found it when i looking for songs.
tatss pwnzxxssss~! listen till the end.
anyway original is from 记得 written by JJ.

don wanna blog so no story for ppl..

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-12-21T00:39:00.002+08:00

sry la jeff.. i know my english kns but i lazy to edit alrdy lol

OH YEAH.. i forgot to add that we got a huge diarrhea sia... i went to toilet if im not wrong shld be ard 4 times. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
must be the food problem LAAAAAAAAAAAAAA or i drink too much. -.-

okie went to mervin's BBQ this friday at pasir ris...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MERVIN ;D

Alot of ppl went.. all except our poor AH LONG.. lols ><
and then of cuz ton at there again lor...

today go bball again... gonna exercise more and more to build up liao but i don wanna go to gym. ;x at home do push up, slight exercise cut down weight first lol

kk off to dota liao...

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-12-19T02:08:00.003+08:00

came back from previous W64K chalet at coasta sand! ;D
Actually i wasn't as tired as expected compared to other chalet i had. hahah i donno why either..perhaps this proves i had grown to be a MAN liao. heheh.
ok lets share my story during my chalet day..(:

first day.. .
meet with kok to go together.. was asked to buy utilities and BBQ stuff for later.
then kok say take shuttle bus cuz free ma.. ok lor. 3.15pm: we wait lei.. 15 mins, bus lai liao then we donno is that the one then nvr go up. nb its relle the correct one, nvm we thought soon it will come... 4pm: ray came to meet us when before he still at YISHUN HOR. 4:15pm: THE BUS FINALLY HERE!?! wth.. several times ask kok we go take other bus, what he say? "刻我一块肉咯" ._______.
evening we started our BBQ, so suay zigui chalet is just near us. lol. The food was not bad but the price lei? just the food only...150bucks.. got sting ray ah got chicken wing ah got dorris fish ah got noodle ah and curry. most expensive bbq ever. HAVEN even include others food like sausages and hot dog.
After that we had a card game, loser had to drink alcohol.
don ask me how it ends le. HAHAHAH... CUZ I WAS DRUNK! lol. >< same goes to kok and yvonne.
Those wine is they brought de...vodka, vodka vanila, vodka raspberry, martell.

second night.. .
WENT WILD WILD WET. some left away, ppl like JEFF and HUIZHONG..donno go where. ;x
play awhile come out liao.. nth relle fascinate to continue lor. Here comes the nightmare le... cycling marathon. ride to changi village, then to SAF ferry terminal then to changi airport exit 3 to see how aeroplane flies. lol
estimation of 10km ba..so total 20km++ ba huat ah..
Fun part lai liao..spotted some chick & ahgua LOL some looks relle like girls but when they speak.. head drops. due to yvonne and kok(donno how to cycle so ride double seat bike), it delays and every few mins rest awhile. Took us quite some time to reach the destination. i treat it more like training. ahahah still... not bad la hurr... ;D
in e end, shit happens when going back lor. Now i can use this phrase "When things goes too well, shit sure happen" relle shit happens liao lor.. donno how horse de seat broke then the double seat bike tyre punctured. swee swee ah.. heng no nid to compensate man!
Everyone was so shag the next morning..slp song song til 10am. i aso agree to what jeff said, SI HORSE SNORE SO LOUD. -.-

today.. .
ok just went to watch 'Twight Light' movie with jason zg they all. vampire in love with human series lor..not bad aso laa..

kk juz finish 1 dota game. go slp le.. tired

once again thx ppl for the chalet.. pl0x plan the BBQ thing nicely next time. =b
miss my bed desktop so muchhhhhhhhhhhh lai muackssssss yi ke <3 LOL

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-12-11T01:43:00.004+08:00

happie bday CHINAMAN.AKA.ZONG RONG.

$$ break down.. broke liao. T_T eat sakae cost 20 with his present..another 10 lol
7th wilson day
10th zr day
13th my FATHER BIRTHDAY... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
fierce anot? my wallet one big hole liao.

ALSO i pon alot of school liao.. die laaa no mood to go lei. im on holiday mood alrdy. -.-

sianz. nite all ~~ ~~
my utopia's war came to an end and a VICTORY for us. Orphan FTW!! ahahah

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-12-08T04:33:00.000+08:00

Have you ever been in love?
Horrible isn't it?
It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest
and it opens up your heart
and it means that someone
can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses,
you build up a whole suit of armor,
so that nothing can hurt you,
then one stupid person,
no different from
any other stupid person,
wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you.
They didn't ask for it.
They did something dumb one day,
like kiss you or smile at you,
and then your life
isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages.
It gets inside you.
It eats you out and
leaves you crying in the darkness,
so simple a phrase like
'maybe we should be just friends'
turns into a glass splinter
working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination.
Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt,
a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-12-07T13:28:00.001+08:00

Quite a long day on a coozy saturday night.. lol It was just me,wilson,zr,jon and their classm8, Q to swensen for the dinner. I order the salmon-mushroom baked rice. Small plate only...totally cannot fulfil my appetite lo so after the main course. My coil tower ICE CREAM served up..ahahah similar to banana split but it was in a cup. (:
Tonight was the most special night for wilson... everyone cept the 5 of us who set as a decoy, they bluff him that they ain't free or went to malaysia cannot make it to his birthday celebration. WILSON WAS SO SAD... =(=( LOL!!

After dinner, we went to AMBER for a drink. It was then they show up and gave wilson a surprise!!! ahahah yeah the place was abit small but got pool siol and can sing de like k-box. First came no people inside only us, sooner alot people, pretty girls, came in. ;x i donno why i drink too much or wat, ard 1am i completely faint liao. Big headache and super dizzy sia...so i just realise i was drunk -.- DANNY WORSE LOL! HE WENT SUPER HIGH AND KEEP LAUGHING AND I JUST FOLO HIM.....WTH
in the end no enough cash to pay.. i use NET to settle. OWN MONEY DE PAY MONEY HOR.. hahah jkjk.. no hurry.

half-dead liao... heng got jon's car to drive me home. arbo mati liao...
reach home.. lie on bed.. into deep sleep.. THATS LIFE MAN..!

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-12-06T13:54:00.002+08:00

IM BACK TO A FUCKING SHORT HAIR... HELL YEAH.. THX TO WEE KEAT!!!

GREAT..OUR HAIR GONE NOW.

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-12-04T01:12:00.004+08:00

HELLOOOOOOoooooooooo
how long have i gone mia? lol
22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 1 2 3
12 DAYS ONLYYYYY...hahahah
was very busy busy busy with real life work and things. Just finish working recently from the IT SHOW, the sales was like shit.! ._. haiz..never ever again work for PDA stuff liao. really wish hols can faster come for me to rest sia..don wan to school le!! =(
This sunday was wilson birthday..hahahah. EARLY celebration on SAT.

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY WILSON <3

however, i got work on sunday lei..totally forgot it conflict with wilson de day. ALAMAK now die ah...need to ton at sat somewhere town cuz go pub lei. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ then 4am muz go there work. donno where aso...HOW LEHHHH???

FUCK.

NEVER PLAY RAPPELZ LIAO LAHHHHHH..chiong halfway then go for IT SHOW. now all lvl high high im stuck at low. sua. guess play dota and utopia can liao. Very obbess with utopia now..having a long war inside. Using irc whole day to communicate with my kingdom m8 who is all over the world. They are all 30s-40s sia. all old fart. lol
Nice knowing them anyway..

hmmmm..just hope everything goes fine as i wish. hohoho...xmas is comingggggggg ;D
started watchin GOSSIP GIRLS..yeah from season 1. hahah.

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-11-21T10:27:00.000+08:00

OHHH LOL...i just realise this is the comment i recieve back in reply to the RJ RESPONSE I HAD GAVE THE PREVIOUS TIME FOR MY PHP.

TO RECAP IT WAS:

RJ question: "Today is a random rambling question. You may like to ramble anything you wish."

DO NOT BUG ME.!
And please every lesson is as easy as today will be the best.
HAVE A NICE DAY!?!?!

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WTFFFFFFFFF should have been A. -.- DOWNGRADE ME...!! and then i was late aso..another downgrade. NBCB. ><

PS: im in school blogging..
-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-11-20T23:55:00.001+08:00

i will update lesser and lesser now.. ahahah till i have got big event or things to say then i will come and write. =x
HAHAHAH..went to newly open sakae sushi buffet nearby our school to eat with previous w64k mates It was actually to celebrate both me and kh birthday de..=b Not alot of variety of food but it was nice and eat relle relle damm full ah. At least i feels it was much better than the food in SEOUL LA.. err ard 26 bucks ba. CHEAPER THAN seoul lo...^^ very fun lahhh..laugh till peng. although we communicate alot with vulgarities.... x.x but thats our style.. ahahahah =b ENJOY ENJOY! ;D
NEXT TIME IS TO GO SOMEWHERE MORE HIGH DE PLACE....HO HO HO. MERRY CHRISTMAS.!

aiyo..gtg work for IT SHOW next fri sat sun sia. IT WAS MY FIRST TIME.. >< wouldn't demand much about my pay cuz i got relle no idea how it will turn out to. anyway, i will do my best to sell...im a good salesman!!(as if) lol. Furthermore, wilson want to get number from the girl working with us. ahahahah...huat ah! xD

gtg slp.. super tired. tmr got test somemore... zzzz gd nite (:

.:: 突然好想你好想听到你的声音 ::.
-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-11-12T23:15:00.000+08:00

yeapppppp i finally completed my PROFESSIONAL PROFILE(PP) today!!!!!
The presentation was going much well than i had expected. LOL. When i first reach school to my booth, the faci said i can start presenting alrdy..
"wah.. i tot i can sit here see how others present.. now jialat. SO FAST!"
Quickly blue-tag my poster and lyk dat start talk talk talk lo. I felt a relieve after the whole presentation, question can answer and say what i wanted to say. SURE OKIE !!! AHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...lol

I AM GOD. JKJK. now incoming FYP. SIANS ._.

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-11-05T01:40:00.003+08:00

damm.. have to update due to popular demand.. joking..~~ !! lol
alot of things had happened but relle super lazy to write ah.. so i will SKIP LIAO. haha
yEAhh laaaa im 18 alrdy!!!!!!!!! ;D
i juz wanna say

I WANT TO MARRY HEBE

2008-10-24T23:24:00.001+08:00

yeeeeeeeeee-haaaaaaaaaa
1 week vacation starts from now including this weekend.. its actually 9 days REST.
wahahahahah ;D
We got a relief faci today and his tard. i aso not sure if he knows the answer himself anot. Im still confuse over the POST & GET method. ._.
anyway, still can manage but the problem is the faci..ask a question about our solution and then we explain..he donno wad to say then say "nvm.. lets move on"
wtf..at least tell us why is that we wrong, but everything say "nvm.. lets move on"
F*** him.. then we learn what shit. Also say don't include index.php as a start for MEMBER cuz alrdy log in but i see his 6P answer all start with the HOMEPAGE lo. i aso blur liao now.
ehh... ps all those not taking the same module as me shouldn't know what am i talking abt. HEHEH. still prefer our own faci...lol

hmm i guess i need to schedule my time management abit aso ba..
First thing, i have to complete my PP-Poster for my presentation on 12 Nov.
ehhh what else? ._.
haiya... must really super enjoy myself ><
gogo October and NOVEMBER faster comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
pl0x slow down the time now.... s...-- l....~~o ____w !!

btw, i found another interesting basketball manga call "Cross Over". Pretty nice and drawing with the girls..i guess the mangaka is kind of pervert. hahah. go get a hand of it...you wont regret cuz i recommend de.

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-10-23T15:40:00.001+08:00

RJ question: "Today is a random rambling question. You may like to ramble anything you wish."

DO NOT BUG ME.!
And please every lesson is as easy as today will be the best.
HAVE A NICE DAY!?!?!

yup. Thats my replied RJ for today php. LOLOL I ROXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX0RRR.!
Damm EASY for the php laaa... its only debugging and so freaking obvious to seee ><
SOMEMORE no presentation for 3rd meeting instead we got pop quiz which is another debugging session. ._. 10 mins finish, first person to send in. HAHAHAH!
3pm release liao.. but damm got UT. zzzz thats y im blogging in class now. ^^

power sia..! We had a Sexual educational talk at the canteen today!! LOL its within ourselves
The most experience de; JEFFEREY & Raymond....even the HORSE, bk aso participate into the wonderful conversation. I and kok most innocent liao... youngest de know nothing.
We talk about male stuff laaaaaaaa....so surprise and SHOCK news. hahahah...ehh wow i learn something new today. THX TO RAYMOND AND JEFF.

going UT le...need to study abit. talk more ltr =b
-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-10-22T02:00:00.002+08:00

sudden craze for this song... from westlife. it was my first time hearing it lei ><
i was relle out of things to read... ._. came across the prince of tennis. haha its rather long manga lei so i skip alot and watch the live action in crunchyroll.
ppl doesn't know much abt tennis can give it a shot and watch.
mada mada dane.. (simply not there yet)

anyway enjoy ah =b sob ..sniff.. (tears.)lol

WestLife -
Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead a way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are

So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-10-20T22:49:00.001+08:00

1 more week to holidayssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
yupp..so fast rite?!? i been studying for 7 weeks alrdy lor...but its only a week vacation laaaaaaa. HAHAHAH better than nothing. =b
JJ new album is out too.. pretty cool. ANY1 care to share pl0x??? ><

just finishing watching 篮球火 epi 13. i like the fun scene, 叫我大力士 .. LOL. jk =x
LOVE thing can be so unpredictable...but it never happen to me lei. ._.
MIRACLE.. I NEED MIRACLE. lol no lah.. i got my hebe can le.
Today bought i周刊 hor at 7-11 then i saw another magazine with S.H.E front page.i think is "teenage magazine", 3 bucks. wtf!! how can don buy... my hebe lei then bought le lor. ohhh can see hebe. hahah. <3 for her too deep, everything abt her muz buy!!
Surprisingly, i saw my cousin again, LEON， for his singing contest on teenage icon. He loves singing and went into semi-final. used to hang alot during our childhood times but few years back no more come my hse play. HARDLY MEET AND PLAY TGT LE.
juz want to wish him the best of luck and go for the CHAMPION!@!@!. JY JY..

i super urge to post hebe.. ><

S.H.E !!!!!!!

muackx... (:
-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-10-18T16:35:00.002+08:00

AHAHAHA HEBE SO CUTEE.. very long le this video, 2007 de. but i found it damm cute ><
<3
i guess 周杰伦 still likes hebe cuz previously he went to FM S.H.E for a visit and talk about the next 女主角 for his next movie. LOL

-kakayunN
<3 <3 <3 hebe

2008-10-17T23:33:00.002+08:00

"but i'll tell you the worst of me, and try to give you the best of me... because you don't deserve any less." \.v./
PS: The video says it all..

NEWLY ADOPTED PET FROM REPUBLIC POLY ZOO.
They are taking up my space.. well..i will take care of them "real" well though. ><
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-10-16T22:49:00.001+08:00

ok blog a little.. kinda busy again this week. Got 2 UT and need to rush my CE points. Wednesday was suppose to be my rest day, no class de. For the CE sakeeee, i die die aso wake up went to school for 6+hrs talk. wtf rite? 6 hrS?? hahaha because there were 6 session.. -.- 8am to 4pm. Utmost, i only get 6 point which left me 8 point more to go. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

hahah..yeah today php ended. Nightmare is tmr. SYSTEM ANALYSIS & DESIGN which i hates the most laaa.. >< i just don't like it since the first day. It was so boring.
BLAH BLAH BLAH....
... ... ... ... ..

oh yeah.. horse today so daring. he push his gf claris to kok heng =x HAHAHAHAH.
LOL b&g thingy complicated.. don wan to elaborate further.

ok so i update alil. tired sia. i wanna go sleep soon liao. ;D

PS: I WANT MY PARENT HAPPY FOREVER........
-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-10-11T18:49:00.000+08:00

Another good evening today after raining...the fresh air outside is just the best for me that just woke up @ 5pm since 7am. lol

i went home halfway during school on friday. HEHEH.. walk off with raymond and bought my new speaker at cwp, Sonic Gear Tatoo Duo 2. ^^ same as wilson de.
The "SAD" too much things to do so i rather skip and rest =x

zhao wei jio me to go IRC lan at bukit timah for a overnite gaming. knew another 2 friend of his,kah heng and xin fong.. i think its spell lyk dat. >< We had a few draft although it didn't went very smoothly -.- we waited like an hour and then finally game starts. WE DC FOR NO REASON. shit GGC.! anyway, we spend e whole time in lan just lyk dat lor.. hahah. WE NVR LOSE A MATCH AT ALL HOR..

bo bian 5 ppl cannot share 1 cab. Me and ZR took cab home..ard 5 bucks each ba. haha then im str8 off to bed. ~.~

SCHOOL GONNA START for all other poly n ite school.. wahahahah i alrdy started for like 6 weeks liao lor. zzzzzz everything gonna resume back to study liao.. ahh dohh

oh yeah.. THE CHICKEN RICE NOT BAD SIA. NEXT TIME CAN GO AGAIN.. REMB!!

LOOK AT MY NEW SPEAKERS.. HEHEH

my overall view of desktop.

xD haven talk to the person for more than 3 weeks liao. i feel so weird...@!@!

PS: dont think i can ever forget you.

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-10-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

went to watch "EAGLE EYE" with mj zr and wilson ;D
The technology is advanced alil too fast laaaaaaaa.. it can almost eliminate and spy at us almost all the time. very ridiculous but remarkable. I would give 4/5 rate for the movie. hahah.. pretty interesting.. breaking through all the U.S military building with just instruction. lol

nth much.. sian. tmr school again.

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-10-08T00:51:00.000+08:00

After school today, went to SWENSENS with schoolmates as requested by AH BUI.!
ohh i suddenly remb some1 call it swedens LOLLLLLL. >< man i cant stop laughing again.. HAHAHAH hope she dont see this =x i haven bring her go yet!

WOW the swensens ice-cream relle power. I ordered the similar chocolate mug, got chocolate marble inside de..haha. The hot fudge chocolate relle damm sweet la, i cannot take it. keep drink water. IT WAS NICE laaaaaaaa..

k then go walk walk abit, cuz ah bui don wan so early go home. I bought my earphone pad i lost recently and BK buy his mouse. no brain 1, 25 bucks so exp give the horse use is a total waste. LOL

ok i wan go slp le. TIRED
buh-bye.

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-10-05T22:15:00.012+08:00

I got a really weird dream yst nite so i went a lil research abt "Dream".

Typically, Dream has different kind of stages. I only talk about one since the occurance is on me most of the time. Its call the Lucid dream, also known as the "conscious dream".

A lucid dream is a dream in which the person is aware that he or she is dreaming while the dream is in progress.

Usually, a person will dream 3-4 times during a sleep but because we are not aware of it, we only can recall the last dream which most likely will lead from a normal dream to a lucid dream. I guess it was because its almost time to wake up so if you have dream, you are about to wake up liao. correct? aiya, also this is not the main issue.

If one were to make a study of dreams meticulously and in detail, one can definitely conclude that we cannot totally control our dreams or radically change our dreams. However, we can influence our dreams. A great lesson arising from the study of dreams will tell us that our dreams are messages from our collective unconsciousness to our waking consciousness. If, therefore one does not register our recollections of our dreams we are missing important lessons for our spiritual development. Remember that ‘all dreams come in the service of health and wholeness’. Our deep unconscious knows that we are going the wrong path and our habits may shorten our lives. So a series of recurrent dreams will emerge to remind us of our folly. If we do not recall our dreams to obtain the message, a nightmare will then arise literally to wake us up. These messages cry out ‘stop your bad habit’ and ‘what you are doing is very wrong’ etc. And if you are not aware of these warnings from your dreams, then the harmful or fatal outcome will eventually come to pass. One could really conclude that dreams and nightmares are guidance, warnings and lessons from our higher self or guides.
Source: http://www.kktanhp.com/Dream.htm

I do not know how true this is but to my point of view, in fact it is quite logical. The dreams you had will probably will be related to the most problematic you had right now in your heart or the last thing you have been deep thinking about just before you sleep. Regardless of financial or relation issue, it is something important to you. The dream will forecast the worse circumstances it will turn and let you foresee the outcome and let you know as a guidance. why? i believe it was the most fearsome thing you might face(in ur heart you know urself best) and wanting to avoid. It may not be true but seriously sometimes, it just happen in reality and you somehow feel it happen before but couldn't exactly think when it was. Not saying all the dream is sort of like this(guidance) but when something really strike your thoughts and heart. Even sleep also will taunt you sia.. LOL

This was a stupid explanation i know. ><

"I've been dreaming about you lately.

I don't know why. I just know that it's been getting more and more frequent.

The dreams are generally fragmented. It's as though I'm simply scissoring out a place and time in the world and setting the both of us in it. It's generally blurred. I can't quite imagine your face clearly.

These dreams...they always depict what I want most. In most cases, I didn't even realize that that is what I wanted.

You. Holding me. Grasping me tight as though you couldn't bear to let me go. Outside, where the sun warmed my back and the two of us swung peacefully on a swing-set. Indoors where envious glances were shot in my direction. Because I had you. I finally had you. I'd feel the warmth of happiness heating me from within, warming me until I could have burst with the bliss that I felt.

And then I open my eyes. You're not there. I can't feel you. I can't smell you. You're somewhere, miles away. Probably sleeping in your own bed, dreaming of someone else.And I lay back down, hoping to slip into my dreams for the rest of eternity."
ITS ME having 单恋。（ahhh thinking too much again =x)

YEAH, this wasn't me write de but it is just of myself what i felt. NOW im so looking forward to my dream.. HAHAHAH! ;D

PS: kinda a long post hur...cuz hard to express ah. LOL
-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-10-04T00:28:00.005+08:00

omg.. i spent ard 2-3 hours getting everything done. =b

how was teh new skin eh?? heheheh...
jay new Album songs has out ..!!
Mo Jie Zuo 魔杰座(Album by Jay Chou 周杰伦)

If wan the songs can msn me... HEHEHE!! i got all le.
but 南拳妈妈 song is nice too. 舒服.. dont believe me, listen finish the whole song.

enjoy ;D

南拳妈妈 - 再见小时候

有一天我翻开旧旧的相簿
上面写着给最亲爱的宝物
里面有我穿幼稚园的制服
还有一张是我妈妈的笑容

突然发现时间变的很仓促
爸爸妈妈变的互相不认输
我放下相簿头靠着窗户
看着天空视线变模糊

童年糖果罐已经快溶化完
缤纷的气球在骊歌中飘散
我们就这样紧紧
牵起了勇敢
隔壁班的女孩我喜欢的女孩
她从来不爱我
抽屉还摆着被退回的温柔

再见了小时候懵懂的我
现在的梦已经成熟
风在朗诵下课的钟
时光静静的走
鲜嫩的梦已经熟透
夕阳洒落让剪影斑驳
旧旧的围墙外头
悄悄围起未来的轮廓

童年糖果罐已经快溶化完
缤纷的气球在骊歌中飘散
我们就这样紧紧
牵起了勇敢
隔壁班的女孩我喜欢的女孩
她从来不爱我
抽屉还摆着被退回的温柔

再见了小时候懵懂的我
现在的梦已经成熟
风在朗诵下课的钟
时光静静的走
鲜嫩的梦已经熟透
夕阳洒落让剪影斑驳
旧旧的围墙外头
悄悄围起未来的轮廓

再见了小时候懵懂的我
现在的梦已经成熟
风在朗诵下课的钟
时光静静的走
鲜嫩的梦已经熟透
夕阳洒落让剪影斑驳
旧旧的围墙外头
悄悄围起未来的轮廓
~~end~~

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-10-03T21:58:00.000+08:00

System Analysis and Design SUXXXX AHHHH!! i hates drawing diagram and i hates dry topic that only have theory theory and theory. -.-
I DID NTH FOR MY TEAM TODAYS, so so so sorry for them. APOLOGY =(

worse shit, i accident drop my lappy for the first time. HOLY FUCK! #$%@#^@#$@#
hope no damage lo, though still can use and seems fine. ROARRR!
Going to school is more and more like a hell liao.. zZzzZzzz

SIAN AH i donno why my comp so lag de.. play games aso got prob man. I guess its m y HDD prob, almost full le..left only 10GB each.(got 2 HDD)

MY MUM WENT MSIA AGAIN.. wtf sia lol but its good, no nag from her for a few days =x
anyway TAKECARE MUM !!

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-10-02T20:24:00.002+08:00

guess what? exactly 1 month from today is my DAY u know.. ahem HAHAH.! Always been celebrating others now out of the blue, OH its gonna be my turn soon. YESH!!

haiya today i never went to school. >< i went down for supper with wilson zr they all then was playing DAIDEE at the mac till it was ard 3. eh its 3am. LOL ._. i lose 3 times consecutively and need to treat them. FIRST IT WAS ice-cream cone ,nvm cheap cheap but lose again this time is big gulp WTF nabeh. cant believe it lei.. then i lost again. zzzz apple pie flew. 2 bucks lyk dat gone liao..shldn't have gone dwn lo. %#$&^#$%#$%

nowsday very obsessed with EYESHIELD21. i know i was outdated, i started from episode 1. I prefer manga and read till 130 le. heheheh.. It has some profanities HAHAH very suit me liao and the story line was pretty funny, together with their teamwork and determination they are simply outstanding. Gonna carry on reading, slowly =b

erm so shall end here. going dwn again for DAIDEE.. REVENEGE AHHHH.!

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-10-01T00:50:00.002+08:00

raining now. i love it!! its so cool outside, i wish i can just sit by at the shelter reading books or doing something just to be with the nature.

Life is short. I had grown so far as to 18 years old now. I learn many many things and experience the happy sorrow times. I just went to watch the "painted skin". The plot was really touching and unexpected to me. It illustrated to me What's Love?
if you really truely love someone, it doesn't really matter if you can be with her. She may now be with someone else or loving others but not you. Still it doesn't really matter because from what i experience, its the fact. What we would do is to use our action to touch her heart. hmm so if secretly loving you can do the job then i gonna do it. i can no more talking to you or see you but you will never know. Im always somewhere you cant see, IM THE HIDDEN ASSASIN LOVER. ok thats lame -.-
Just want to tell all my friends and buddies, don't live in the past and proceed to the present. if you had any problems, feel free to MSN ME. lolol really serious la!
Be with the nature...don't think anything. then then... FASTER GO HUG UR PILLOW AND SLEEP. =x

haiya again, too chim la you all donno what i saying de la.
PS: BUT NICE MOVIE INDEED =b

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-09-29T23:19:00.002+08:00

HAIYAAAAAaaaaaaaa i havent been updating again. ><
nvr do much recently so i don like to post when nth to say. ~.~ FORGIVE ME!?!

HAHAHAH..finish the second UT today. =D TMR HOLIDAY + wed too.. SHIOK~!
i very shy person, don wan say le.

aiya.. too chim le. you all donno 1 la. LOL
MY FAV PHARSE HAHAH!

k lah. next time then talk abt it.
=(

-kakayunN

2008-09-24T01:24:00.002+08:00

woo hoo.. FINISH THE FIRST UT OF 2ND SEMESTER LE...!!
W64K WENT TO K-BOX BUFFET AND SINGING SESSION FOR TODAYYYYYYYYYYY. =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

At first it was going Sakura to eat buffet de but after some serious brainstorming, we went to CINE-K-BOXXXXX. hahahah...i miss singing but bloody hell, kok heng and horse nvr sing much but eat the most =x I took only porridge this morning just to save for today buffet can eat more... lol HOWEVER, THE K-BOX buffet don't suit my taste lei ._. end up after first round eating i stay inside sing all the way liao.. ~.~ surprisingly, Yvonne and jancis got a sweet voice siaaa sing so well. THE HORSE IS SHIT! JEFF aso not bad siaa.. raymond too. LOL! no need say le ba, i best liao lor. keke =b jk After that it was almost to 11pm liao, cost us abt 30 each. not bad wor.. eat + sing but the drink another payment zzzzzzz -.- went to pool awhile AND I WIN THE HORSEE...WOOO YAHHH! Slowly...jeff kh raymond went home first then slowly again... a few more disappear. THEY TOOK DOUDOU's car home... NABEH YVONNE PANG SEH ME I HAVE TO take TRAIN ALONE MYSELF.

NOW BACK HOME LEEEEEEEEEEEeee, time to take out my bandage. Super urge cuz the most pain period lai again liao. At first thought it would be better than YST but now the whole thing like stitch into my wound. WAH JIA LAT, went to raise with water to easy peel out banana skin. LOLOL -.- very xin ku lor
END OF STORY~~ THX FOR THE DAY MAN W64K.! IT WAS REALLY FUN! SERIOUSSSSSS....!

oh yeah, zen voice so man siaaaa ><

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-09-22T22:59:00.004+08:00

A PAIN IN THE ASS today lah.. i have to bandage my knee to cover the wound cuz i wearing jeans. -.- Back home, the white cotton then stuck inside liao...shiok man! lol skin can almost peel out aso. zzzzzzz sibei sian always i fall n injure 1. NABEH. >< still i got a lil sore throat yst nite slping now slight fever liao. SNEEZE non-stop, i think got use almost half the toilet roll HAHAHAH!!

周杰伦 new song 稻香 is nice. smooth melody like 七里香. all the 香 song lol.
TMR going out with previous w64k for eat. Shall write more tmr then.. hehehheh!

byeeeeeeeeeeeee...
*cough*

-kakayunN
<3 hebe
TiAmo TeQuieRo.

emo day

2008-09-21T19:33:00.006+08:00

lol.. i was nth to do so got this 2 poem. 1 copy 1 ownself write... ><
just fall down recently from block catching!! still recovering. ._.
don wan to elaborate further lol.

To love someone is to give ur whole self to someone
To someone that gave you a reason to enjoy living
To enjoy living you must learn to forgive and respect
To do that, things have to be sacrifice
To sacrifice it meant to give in everything
Again, are you ready to do it?
cuz regretting now will change my whole life
However, i will still stood by you
As i don't care if you do
Things aren't the same as before
My love for you just grows stronger
Each and everyday
I tried to restrain thinking of you
AH no, it just won't work this way for me.
The reason was simple
I can't forget you
That was the truth

Now the story end
You are now gone from my sight
Only the memories stay within me
The times we had spoke with each other
when laughter fill the air
It was the best

A lonely road without you
It's only now that i know
True love can make so much different
Just guess how much feeling i have right now
Writing this poem till this point
Will be the last thing i do for you
After this nothing will be left for us
To be together anymore

Breathe in, don't let out a sigh
Smile big "WHY SO SERIOUS?"
It was just a dream
Its over.
Of course, friends forever.

end.

2008-09-21T15:24:00.001+08:00

one day someone X me
what does love really mean to me
I said how should I know
I have never been in love before

but there is something that I know
it truly tortures when it comes to love
And there are some things that I have seen
love doesn't always shine and gleam

If you wanna know what I think
I think I'll tell you that I still believe
Believe that one day it'll be my turn
to fall into the mess I have seen before
The Love I Know. end

2008-08-04T22:32:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEE KEAT!! WAHAHAHAHA... went to K-BOX on sunday for 4 hrs.. i was kinda late for 1 hr to meet them >< ITS MY MUM BIRTHDAY on that day too.. well 10% for weekeat 10% for ahem.. 80% for myself. lol FUN FUN FUN! thx for the day guys.. some topic regarding V, NV shouldn't be mention here. HEHEHEHEHEEEE... =D

we took our dinner at New York, it costs me 25 bucks -.- its only me, hao, da, wk, zg, nard, melvin, cc. THE REST ALL PANG SEH...ALL GIRLS WENT OFF AND HO SEH, one of the girl worker gave nard her msn to add. hahah of course, we gave her his msn in exchange of appreciate ah. uh right nard? lololol. decent looks but malaysian.

TODAY WAS SCREWED !! UT i donno how to do.. yay it was my LAST UT ZZZZ i flunk it. err so went soccer with classm8 as plan from last week. However, i play basketball instead LOL. haven exercise since err forgot... >< on e way home, mum called for da bao dinner for them because she still babysitting, haven eat anything from morning. -.-| i bought 3 hot ban-mee home from school, together with my lappy with my everything else. FULL PACK SIA ME.. then took cab home lo bo bian.
zzzz craps shit happennnnn.............................. the plastic bag poke 1 hole, syrup keep dripping behind the backseat of the cab. LOLOL.. the driver donno leii.. i feed him 50 bucks, nnb he bo change FUCK! i aso donno where to put my things lo, food lei wtF! he ask me go change from the nearby clinic(NEAREST to traffic) then i suggest i go home then come back, HE DON'T TRUST ME with my INNOCENT LOOK. FUCK! i go lo holdin the bottom of the plastic bag to prevent more dripping. can you imagine the hot syrup pain on my hand? I JUST PUT EVERYTHING ON THE GRASS, I HECK ALRDY. asshole, i go ask for change the clinic says don have aso.
CCCCBBBBBBBBBBB !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

in the end i call my mum.. ._. lucky the baby go liao.. hahah. paid him and fast zao liao..my mum aso worry. xDD what a day..?!

I WANNA WORK SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON...

The craziest thing I have done for love is thinking of her every second even my heart breaks for 4 YEARS.
Catch Wall-E in cinemas from 28 August 2008 (ORIGINATOR BLOG:http://dancingbells.blogspot.com/)

2008-08-01T00:33:00.002+08:00

A LONG LONG LONG DAY FOR MEEE...i juz came back from watching 2 movies straight! *TIRED* whole body gonna collapse le... T T The first movie was the "Mummy and the dragon tomb", it wasn't relle up to my expectation though. I went with my fellow classmates, thanks to jeff,raymond,kok heng,marcus and bao kuang aka horse. LOL LUCKY it was only 6 bucks lahhh and much much more better than X FILES ._.
The second movie was "MONEY NOT ENOUGH 2" HEHEHEHEEEE...together with my buddys. very good plot and the crying scene was very real and touching lor.(almost tear come out) sniff* it was definitely worth watching man...go and watch if you haven do it. =b

AND THEN i rush all the way back home to finish up my stupid RJ. Actually i went to shit and bathe first becuz i totally bth liao, morning till now + smelly. OMG I LEFT 3 MINS TO WRITE UP EVERYTHING but then hor, the rj ask about what i did in sch n how to improve ._. because i didn't do much today >< so nothing to write. a few line finish liao. lol

finally, back home and rest. hmm.. tmr got Asiasoft gamefest to go work de but the person didn't even contact me about time n place for tmr thingy. should i juz go sch instead and ignore? BUT HE SAID HE HATES PPL PANG SEH LEI... but i donno how to contact him ONLY GOT HIS MSN. -.- fuck siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
NVM..see how tmr.!!
buhbyyeee!!

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-07-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

haha sorry peeps.. very long no update le. DONT WATCH X-FILE THE MOVIE.. -.- lucky its only 6 bucks.. wth totally rubbish show to me lor. =/ i bought a hand grip to train my wrist.. lol and a tight-fit clothing which i don't usually wear, i donno why i buy sia. =(

AND THE SWATI REJECT MY PP.. I NEED TO REWORK. wrong its "SERIOUSLY NEED TO REWORK" thats what she said. wat the hell... zzzzzzzzzzzzzz shit man i donno what to include anymore liao. Today just skip her lesson n go watch that shit movie...jialat liaooooooooooooo GI-GI-FIED

dulan.. ._. holidays is coming soon and i need to finish this crap to rest in peace.
siannnnnnn after my pp done then i blog le. anyway, FUCK YOU SWATI! =x

T-SHIRT FOR SALEEE

2008-07-17T20:08:00.001+08:00

THIS TEE-SHIRT HERE was from my beloved friend that haven't wore it before. He counldn't wear it so no point buying it and leave it here to rot. He decided to sell, it is still brand new and the design was kinda cool too. Interested buyer can leave ur contacts at my tagboard or sms 92208836 If you don't like it, nvm but PLS DO HELP TO SPREAD TO YOUR FRIENDS AROUNDDDDDDDD (:

PS: click it for a bigger view. =p

2008-07-13T22:51:00.001+08:00

yeah.. i have started my PP. Approxi ard 1k words now.. half way more to go!! heheheh... thanks guys for helping me to complete my survey. The survey was done in a rush. lol. I just need more result and evidence so HAHAHAH THANKS! <3

i had watched REDCLIFF. AWESOME MOVIE but got part 2 lei. ._. I was really busy with my PP and a game called "COMBAT ARMS". SI WILSON ASK ME PLAY DE.. i damm suck in it lo. It totally different with CS laaaa.. =/ anw, DRAFT DOTA NOW. BYE and THKS PEEPS <3<3

-kakayunN

NEW BLOGSKIN

2008-07-08T21:56:00.002+08:00

wahahahah..!! new blogskin.. design by me xD
i only took the outline of the website from others cuz i was lazy to type all out..oh well.
so how was my new updated blogskin? =b
i know the repeated image ruin abit but no choice, i don wanna the lonely boy kena override by my post. WAHAHAHAHAS. very moody today... ~.~ seriously i dont really like blogging when there is nth to write. lol

BUH-BYE.

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2008-07-05T01:45:00.000+08:00

im here to say... F*****K my INTERNET!!!!!! can suddenly down for 1hr+ and i sits there trying to re-assemble my cable everything i could to get it back online. Out of the blue, i saw my gateway able to sent and recieve. GOSH, when i saw the number jumping i knew i can net again. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz damm you ISP and DNS. ._. lol just trying to write up smth when i got back online. hehe.

i went to meet buddy for soccer. LOL although i donno how to kick.. HAHAHA!
kay sian..I was about to go dota at 12am+ and thenn "......."
i came back all go slp alrdy... "..............."
now donno what to do. "..." ._.

k end.!
-kakayunN
<3 hebe

i'm bacKK !!!

2008-07-02T21:20:00.001+08:00

its long before i update my blog. well, at least it is officially backkkkkk!! heh <3
i was really sick on this monday with a very sore throat. Every swallow was like a stone, i wonder there is something hang onto my throat. ._. and then there goes my coughing and cold. *cough* but im fine now. somehow feel like blogging again so i came back.. hahaha^^

Abit to update abt myself recently.
School days as normal now but i pon alot of times alrdy. LOL =x

watched taiwan drama series.. i definitely recommand watching "命中注定我爱你", "原来我不帅", "翻滚吧蛋炒饭" very nice and great show. do a google to know more about the story. Its still not yet complete broadcasting on TV yet cept for "原来我不帅" by JJ.

I came across reading other kind of MANGA as well..!! like "Jisatsu_Circle" which is a suicide club. 54 students jump off into a train track and died.! zzz they plan how to suicide through net and meet and die. wth lol. you can read at www.onemanga.com I even went further looking for the movie and dled and watched. very eeew. im off-wired... ~.~
Currently reading "Soul Eater"

Quitted playing MAPLESEA as well as PRIV MS. but still enjoy playing dota =p

went out with my gang of buddies at random night to slack n fun..once tgt went to climb into school to look for lost ghost. LOL.!

AND still i havent done my PP which is my yr2 project yet. SIGH :<
I think i gonna flank my yr2 liao man. pon so many times. gradeeee okkkkoookkk onlyy.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Present: ok just went to watch "HANCOCK" with usual old ppl;wilson,zr,mj. lol the show gives me a feel of not just a superman but also romance. The plot was very nice and superbbbb funny. lmao..worth watching!! (:
hmmm..ok stop for now. cont next time again then =b

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2007-11-13T12:34:00.000+08:00

BUMPZ

yeah.. new blog skin is up. HAHAHAH..not bad rite? does it looks better than the previous? haiz tat krys say the image is kns.. ._. and i thought so for a moment. Z_z lolx no lah so nice lor.
it took me quite some time to edit and put all my information in man and school is just started. HOLIDAYS PLS come come come backk... >.>
aye, more to come more to put. CHEERS~~

the vision always in my mind when i closed my eyes

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2007-11-07T18:44:00.000+08:00

oh gosh i woke up super late to meet up with shan jo yuan lin huiling they all... ahhhahahah suppose to be 12.30 and i go there ard 5+ lolx guess where we went?

yeeehaa... KBOX at orchard cine xDD They sang so fantastic lah =/ i worse ler... x.x seems like i gonna go kbox with every new class for new enjoyment and pleasure xD
we spin our heads and open our mouth almost till 9 and went for a fish dinner. HAHAH long john lah..combo 2 for my stomach. SO FULL ^^ wanted to play poool de but huiling needa go back homeland so go back lor.. hahah

so sad TOON nvr folo us man.... LOL pity pity~~

way to go holidays~~ 5 more days. >.>

-kakayunn
<3 hebe

2007-11-03T14:59:00.000+08:00

today is fun man!! alot ppl accompany me to go eat sakae sushi!!! wahahahas!! superb full man.. the soft-crab sushi and mochie-cream.. omg~~ HAHAHAH
They gave me 3 poster of S.H.E and 终极一家 as gift man. not cheap hor.. they say $10 each...donnno real anot. hahah nvm.. im so so so so so content with it le ^^
anyway after tat no more activity le, most of them went off and left with wilson zr zg weiteck long jie and the lonely birthday boy =x wahahahah and now im back home with clean body and nice smell lols.

THKS FOR THE NIGHT MAN~~~~~~~~ I LOVE THE S.H.E POSTER especially HEBE so super cute@@!!

hohohoo.. im 17 and 1 day old. xD

-kakayunN
<3 hebe
11.59 pm xDDDD

2007-11-03T01:57:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS 2ND NOV...=DDDDDDDDDDDDD

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wahahahahs!!!! hohohoo... im 17
lalalala

-kakayunN
>3 hebe

2007-10-27T03:18:00.000+08:00

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2007-10-24T10:43:00.000+08:00

wahahah~ i went to meet raine hans elaine ian jeff on a saturday night at the cine-leisure in orchard. SUPER COOL DE MAN~~!!! We went to watch the freak MR WOODCOCK. lolx its worth watching, he was really freak sia but at the same time so MAN LOR. ><
ahah..okie and then we got a lil hungry, we teleported into the pasta mania. WOOHOO~~ my mussel & calms !! DELICIOUS SIOL. you guys know, cold not nice le muz eat first so i started my first bite while everyone still waiting. LOLx.

ALL I CAN SAY, ITS A GREAT NIGHT!! hahah..thks for the night raine. (:
hoping to meet ya guys in da future with shannon too ^^
argh.. 10 more days to a special daY..YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS heheheh =x

and soon on after next week i will have my first wEEK BREAKKKKKkkkkkkkkkkkkkKK...time flies.

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2007-10-18T12:10:00.000+08:00

cooool man.. so long never blog le!! u guys miss my post and typing mah?? got rite?? dont mention le..myself aso very miss this place xDD I got new nick lei, UNAGI!! AUDI ppl lyk dat call de..lols. let me see.. er started school for more than a month already.! my new classmates can say is nice and cool!! hahah.

i bought new avatar for my audi too!! not very shuai but still okie lor!! hahah.
GOING TO MEET RAINE ELAINE HANS THEY ALL ON FRIDAY~~~ weeeee
miss them alot man!! wahahah we gonna watch the mr WOODCOCK. LOLX
*lean down* looking forward for that day~~ ^^

seriously, i do not know what to write for blog man. i keep forget what had been happening recently + i stm + i very lazy. The best solution i guess is to quit blog ler.. omg but i don wan!! sob
err..my last word is i MISS YOU GUYS AND EVERYONE IN MY LIFE~~ WOOO~.

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

2007-10-03T20:04:00.001+08:00

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others.
You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.
The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.
Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

What's Your Hidden Talent?

Your EQ is 100

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

You Are 52% Bipolar

You're a bit moody, and at times, your moods can be a bit extreme.
It's up to you to decide if you're simply dramatic... or slightly bipolar.

Are You Bipolar?

Your Love Number is 4

You are a creative and expressive lover - a true romantic at heart.
An introspective soul, you know exactly how your ideal relationship should be.
But if you don't get that ideal, you tend to get a bit pouty and dramatic.
You need someone who can roll with the punches, that's for sure!

What Is Your Love Number?

i love 4 indeed. (:

2007-10-03T20:04:00.000+08:00

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.

Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men
You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

You are 33% Taurus

How Taurus Are You?

You Are 35% Left Brained, 65% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

2007-10-03T19:43:00.000+08:00

You Are An ISFP

The Artist

You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).
You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.
Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.
Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.

In love, you are quiet and sweet yet very passionate. You love easily.
You have an underlying love for all living things, and it's easy for you to accept someone into your heart.

At work, you do best in an unconventional position. You express yourself well and can work with almost anyone.
You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

How you see yourself: Sympathetic, kind, and communicative

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, insecure, and overly sensitive

What's Your Personality Type?

SENTOSA

2007-09-11T10:29:00.000+08:00

omg.. to begin wtih. i went to watch alot movies lately.. 1408. the lame illusion movie which i had watched b4 cuz i dled it LOL. Rogue Assasin..quite nice lah with Jet LEE...hahah. very good storyline and abit cuz of a nudity part it becomes a nc16 show = =

AND I WENT SENTOSA YESTERdaY..it was awesome lah. im totally burnt and chao ta le lah. now very red and painful lah..=/ i went with wilson classmates..and the CHINA. sad to say..he is goin back to his homeland tmr for 1 MONTH LEI. TAKE CARE CHINA hope u get a bitch when ur returns. LOLs. The weather yst relle bth lah..we were playing under the light at 1pm LOR. wtFF? =/ lol after very long suffering, all went to soak the sea water. LOL. playing monkey in the sea. hahah so funny lah..but boring = = wooo hooo..not bad after all. The chio bu did cover up our loss..xDD
when pretty approach, all pretend pretend drop the ball to their direction and go pick up. Having one time a group of three notice us our motive sia...but no ending =/ quite pretty lah but so sad hahah. After the soak and bathe we went to cine leisure for a lan game. LOL cs sia..totally ownage le ^^ very tiring. so long nvr so enjoy le HAHAHAH.

and pls my last week of holiday dont so fast end. I BEG YOU !!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and my new class W34H. =/ totally stranger to my class somemore..GG ME!!

-kakayunN
<3 hebe

i learnt something

2007-09-01T18:43:00.000+08:00

一直以来我都相信眼见为闯直到今天我才在一个女孩子身上学到一个道理
看得到的只不过是表面光彩为有看不到的才是最真实最实在的
那个女孩对我来说并不完美在我第一印象里面它既爱说谎脾气差
要是我没有进一步去挖掘了解我永远不会了解被我忽略的美好
有些东西你吃过但是你不会知道它甘甜可口有些地方你没有去过你不会知道它温馨美好而有些人你没有和他共同经烈风雨是不会知道它有多么可贵

如果勉强和一个人在一起，就只有一种可能就是痛苦但如果选择了离开人生就有一万种可能了。^^

恋爱阿恋爱…果真好神奇阿.~~~

你的每句话都扎入我的心扉
你的每个动作都深深记入我的脑海
自从你的出现让我生活有了颜色
让我觉得我应该珍惜你
没错我就是喜欢你
对你的那种感觉是我要别人身上从来都没有过的...

======== share 1 story with u guys. ========

一位男子醉酒后半夜回家醉得不醒人事可是他第二天醒来发现
并没有像他想象的那样槽糕房子也干干净净的座子上还有个便条:
昨天晚上你喝醉了，造反我做好了在厨房，你的衣服也洗干净了下次不要这样啊-----爱你的老婆-.

他很不明白, 每次他醉酒后老婆都是大发雷劈似的, 他感觉怪怪的.
就把儿子叫来问:“我昨天怎么了.” 儿子:“没什么阿，你回来后，
妈妈一直在骂你，让后你在水龙头上喝了点凉水，让侯妈妈就帮你脱衣服。

又问：“我说什么了么？”
“你说了很多话，但都是乱七八糟的话，更本听不出来啊！”
“别的呢？”
儿子：“对了，你裤子上吐得很脏，妈妈给你脱裤子的时候你
骂了她一句‘滚开, 我是结过婚的人！’ 妈妈就不再骂你了”

long update.

2007-08-28T09:42:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since i last update my blog. lol. hahah donno y..im so lazy to write my story =/ i only remember those gathering days and go out. It was at last week Wednesday where the day before my last day of school. Classm8 invited me to go K-Box again..at least with some gals this time. LOL 2 shy girls dont wan to sing, everyone K them till they started to sing abit. ABIT LAr..nvr say dont have. HAHAH..super high this time lo from 2-8 sing sing sing. ^^v haiyo..toon sing so well >< Hai..sad le lah. after the last day on Thursday then our clas, W16G, going to spilt le. T_T wtFis i nvr go that whole week. so regret now =( I WILL MISS YA GUYS DE !!!!!!!!!!!! W16G HUUURRAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~~~~~~~~

went to marina for a steamboat with wilson and his family together with our CHINA man. =x tat day was on sunday lei..shit la so many ppl we had to wait for another bus to get there. LOL surprisingly, ZR noe how to chop crabs sia..so damm pro lah. It was damm nice and sweeT..relle sweet..the prawn is nice too. ^^ hohoho.

then everyday slp till 2pm and watch my fav drama i dl..xDD then slp again ard 4-6 den prepare to play all night till 4am liao LOL. holiday mah..no go out rot at home.=/

k box

2007-08-17T00:20:00.001+08:00

hahahah..the five chinese boys in our class includes me PON school today. LOLx. actually was gonna go to watch movie de, si toon suggests go K-BOX den OKIE lor cuz bo bian..i watch rush hour 3 and secret liao.. no much nice movie to watch. =p
During first breakout, we quickly wanna sneak out ler but shit HAHAH faci came back. LOLx i first to sneak out very fast, i cant afford to see me leaving in the middle of the lesson. wahh den all slowly come out and we took a 1 big round to avoid faci from sight. >.<

SUPERB NICEEEEEEEEee today at K-BOX lah.. HAHAH! damm long no go sing sing le. TOON rap damm nice sia..poWeR. unbelievable. alvin,fei and owen all also sing not bad sia. although owen and fei is foreign, but cant expect to sing so well sia. They sing so well than u cant notice their slang, i didn't expect it XDDD. OMG!! i sing all my throat out LOL. superb high that time..now write aso damm high cuz my memories flashback to that moment. =XX i wanna go K-BOX again TOON~~!!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...heh. who wanna go siao with me ^^

LOL .. guys i caught u guys singing and pon school rite!! LOL i aso

HAHA FEI N OWEN

wah.. TOON~~~~!!

2007-08-11T18:43:00.000+08:00

因为曾经心痛过,所以不想再心痛
因为曾经后悔过,所以不想再后悔
亲爱的,请不要让我心痛时后悔自己的选择

当我不爱你的时候你陪着我；但当我发现我爱上你的时候你却已经离开

叶子的离去是风的追求还是树的不挽留?

我们太年轻,以至都不知道以后的时光竟然还有那么长,长得足够让我忘记你,足够让我重新喜欢一个人就像当初喜欢你一样

我们是糖甜到哀伤

也许承诺不过因为没把握

站的太久终于累了

花儿开了，而我却只能错过

爱一个人是幸福的, 恨一个人是失败的.

不是因为寂寞才想你，而是因为想你才寂寞。孤独的感觉之所以如此之重，是因为想你想得太深

我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你

走了太远,我们都回不去了

如果爱.请深爱

如果你死了我就不会再说话了我怕我会忘了你说过的话

禁止的，路过的，丢失的，期待的，我们还可以拥有什么

要知道,放弃有时候也是一种美丽,当我们面对幸福无能为力,真的还有一种选择,就是放弃

原来改变真的可以发生在转身那一瞬间。。。

是你错过车,还是我下错站......
我已经习惯了笑着哭......

不要跟我说对不起,我要的不是对不起,而是我爱你,但是你爱的不是我...

宁愿笑着流泪，也不要哭着说后悔

我愿意为你,制造那些曾经让你快乐啲记忆. 即使,这样做就像,在自己啲心上,划上伤口.

那些以前说着永不分离的人，早已经散落在天涯了。

有些过去一直还没过去有些人在心里的心里以为不再相信真爱无敌
以为用寂寞来麻醉自己等于忘记

孤单是一个人的狂欢狂欢是一群人的孤单

我很想你,可是一想你我就心痛

人生可恶留恋何苦

如果能够实现,那就不是梦想了

亲爱的,你知道吗?也许你今后会遇到一个深爱你的人,但是我相信,你再也不会遇到像我这么爱你的人.

爱一旦失去暸最初的感觉,我们变再也囬不到过去...

我是戒不了烟，还是戒不了寂寞

如果我的爱让你感到累了,请你转身

我宁愿犯错，不愿错过，爱你如水流，无怨无忧；
我宁愿犯错，也不错过，年华似水流，爱恨悠悠。

我孤单的来也应该孤单的走

也许曾经的快乐会成为现在的悲伤

忽然间发现这个世界连呼吸都在撒谎

落花有意随流水，流水无心葬落花

不是每句对不起 ,都可以换来没关系

时间没有等我，是你忘了带我走

君生我未生,我生君已老,恨不生同时,日日与君好

年华耗尽　　繁花满地　　一片荒芜的心疼

烟花在美,也只是瞬间,瞬间之后,等待它的,只有一片烟灰

我们都离散在岁月的风里，回过头看，都看不到曾经在一起的痕迹

时间带走了鉨的脚步 · 渐渐的莪懂了什嬷叫结束

衣带渐宽终部悔,为伊销得人憔悴

你看得见我敲在屏幕上的字,却看不见我掉在键盘上的泪

为何——“我们放下尊严，放下个性，放下固执，都只是因为放不下一个人”

快乐——“喜欢一个人，是不会有痛苦的。爱一个人，也许有绵长的痛苦，但他给我的快乐，也是世界上最大的快乐”

卑微——“爱人是很卑微的，很卑微的，如果对方不爱你的话”

痛苦——“带给你快乐的那个人，就是也能带给你痛苦的人”

失望——“失望，有时候也是一种幸福，因为有所期待，所以才会失望，因为有爱，才会有所期待，所以纵使失望，也是一种幸福，虽然这种幸福有点痛”

暗恋——“暗恋是神圣的，要以对方的幸福为依归。如果有痛楚，也是该留给自己”

爱——“爱一个人很难，放弃自己心爱的人更难”

忘记——“如果没法忘记他，就不要忘记好了，真正的忘记，是不需要努力的”

岁月——“当时间过去，我们忘记了我们曾经义无反顾的爱过一个人，忘记了他的温柔，忘记了他为我做的一切，我对他在没有感觉，我不再爱他了。为什么会这样？原来我们的爱情白给了岁月，首先是爱情使你忘记了时间，然后是时间使你忘记爱情”

给我一双翅膀，我就能飞到你身旁

所谓的距离，是不知道你在哪里

原来——不快乐不能假装
原来——过去也只能原谅
原来——想念是不能隐瞒
原来——悲伤也只能自己担
原来——转眼和永远一样
原来——沉默不等于遗忘

我爱你 i love you
<3 hebe
-kakayunN

whyy?

2007-08-01T16:34:00.000+08:00

i just dont understand..im really seriously dont understand at aLL...WHY in the world when we are all the same creature but we are totally different kind of thinking. You claim this is not enough but what will satisfy you?? I can pluck the whole stars for you but you can simply say "its not bright enough" WHATT?!?!
You can complain about we guys are stronger and fit, you can ask us to do the housework and do the cleaning when you say"look, i will break my nails if i do the cleaning, it will dirty my hand and i dont have enough power to do this and that" This is still understandable but isn't all of this work are your proficial? You guys love clean, love tidy, love pretty, love to be adore but you dont contribute at all. But when we lack of what you girls have, you dont give a damm. You dont sympathe us instead u can even ignore our existance. No matter how hard we try, the result is always unsatifacture. WHAT?!?!? What on earth makes both the gender so different? Is it because when the dictionary state we are stronger means all of us is really strong? Soy you are weak? But still you guys claim you guys are stronger than us but eventually all the hardwork is push to us. wTF??!?!?! Dont you have brain to think? dont you have any sense or at least give a damm chance?

I just dont understand..
not because you and me are difference
but i just simply dont understand why
why
why
why
on earth this is happening?
i just dont understand....

let me see..now i see... ohhh!! i realise what i been working so hard is just for myself. i didn't sarcrifice enough for you, i been talking to the wall all the time. Im such a fool. but what exactly do you girls want from us? The question comes again, what has exactly the difference to have a gender between guy n girl, whats has that gonna change between you and me even im different from you? i still dont understand at all..i just know im DIFFERENT. is it because god wants us to find it out and thats what people tells me "LOVE">? noooooo..that shit is not gonna solve it this time. Thats is meant to explain our similarity between us, can you tell me whats the different? again..i just dont understand. maybe someday, i will know but yeah right now to everyone out there. we all live in our own world till we realise the difference, you had gone to the next world. Unconsiously, you find yourself you dont have to know it at all, it is meant to be a mystery. I still had my bros all around me, you guys i love you. bah..isn't that hard to say this 3 words to you all. YEAH I LOVE YOU GUYS!! *.*

still i dont understand why is that hard to tell you..?
The gap yes, its the gap between us still hundred million mile away yet i can still feel you clearly..its painful because i cant see you. Close the gap, let me take a good look at you my friend. you have changed, you have grown, i wonder why? because i had learnt new things through this, i change you change we had grown.

No reason for the difference know anymore, i just know i love you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!

-kakayunN

tears with heart*

2007-07-31T15:21:00.000+08:00

I just watched my epi 14, 18禁不禁 drama..i love this show alot not because they are pretty or handsome, its the content behind the show that they act every episode. They had a small concept of whats teenager actually face all the time. Sometimes i realise when i do something so great is not because of my ability but the magical power i wanted to strike for my love >< I dont do it for my own sake, i wanted to show her how good am i because of her. LOVE changes everything, its a true real fact that comes from our bottom of my heart. It never tells a lie when i say " I LoVe YoU"
I will do anything just for your smile, your happiness even just for 1 sec. For one to make another person happy, one must sarcrifice and don't make sure to gain it back.

Im willing to be that person. [:

PS: Give ME TIME, i will prove everything to you. All you have to do is to TRUST me.

<3 hebe
-kakayunN

S.H.E autograph ^^

2007-07-30T17:04:00.000+08:00

wahaha.. i went to the IMM this morning for the S.H.E AUTOGRAPH. with snail and sis's bf. wooT. We went there around 12 and the Q is up to lvl 4 and it is damm fucking long lah..totally unbelievable. Lucky got friend, we cut cut cut and squeeze squeeze squeeze thru to the very very front. HAHAH! by 4 we got our autograph already. omG!! i shake with HEBE lei !!! my first time ever in my life..omG!!! LOL. till now i haven bathe yet. worse still, i haven eat at all thru out the stupid waiting, no time to eat!!! HAHAH BUT WORTH IT ALL ^^

ELLA ~~~~

ella & hebe ~~

i love this pic xD

S.H.E

SADENING...

2007-07-29T18:59:00.000+08:00

ahhh. i just recieve the "I believe you" book from the a online bookstore i bought. The ending is damm sad and touching lah. kao, by far the best book i ever read le. so saddening..=( i wanna be as strong as jacky too..!! i always felt the same way as jacky's love. so strong so real yet so hard to sense to understand to realise.

I may try myself to think i cannot be your beloved but the fact is still there that i love you.

okok..i just back from kiwi birthday. SO BORING. =x went to eat MOS BURGER. kao lo..all cant decide and stand there discuss an hour. = = HAHAH. sad lah kiwi. lolx

<3 hebe
-kakayunN

Late in scHooL..

2007-07-29T02:40:00.000+08:00

I stayed very late in school today till around 8+ den leave. LOL together with kin fei and yew toon. We were playing DOTA in class till 6 when a officer came by to ask to leave. damm crap! i was enjoying using the projector to see my hero and play. OKIE lo, we went to library and play =x hahah. damm funny siol, we lost all the round playing with the gay AI. = = i cant believe it, hahah but nvm its enjoyable. so long no stay up in school with classm8 to actually play with them xD.
I was tired and busy so i din post till now. hahah. my destop pc damm slow and lag. hai = = sot liao le. too many porn and shit. LOL going to cut hair with wilson and then go to KIWI birthday party liao.. woohoo!!! so exciting uh.. sian sian sian. life look so boring for me now. more to write....^^

PS: wah.. i keep 打喷嚏 sia. damm flu again lo. every morning sure will lyk dat = = liquid keep flowing LOL

another simple day.

2007-07-27T06:33:00.000+08:00

okie i came to blog again because i just pon today stupid module again called "computing maths" i haven pon before although i quite like it but just wanna pon it. LOL. i slept too late yst watching movie. >< it is just a normal simple day for me.. nothing. going out on sat for KIWI birthday. HOHOHO!!! i just wanna share some of my thoughts for life.

Life may seems simple but people look at it differently.
We met all sort of baka people in our life but thats what makes our day.
You can ignore them but u cant stop their smile on their face that brighten ur day. ((:

I can be nice.
Love me all you can.
Only you can change my world.
Vow to ur soul and believe yourself.
Ease all the pain you are suffering now.
Utimately, you are free at least for now.

I had a friend who so in love to his admirer. He sent her a msg"watashino kodok suki deska? aishiteru."
The girl so then replied.."idiots. wad r u saying?"
He was so mad and deleted the message and then spent the next ten minutes trying to restore the deleted messages. There was no such function. = =

lol. i got a C+ for my TEST 2 and a B+. totally crap and stupid. zzz nth much to add on. write more next time =pPp

Chasing for the love you want is a TRAGIC.

<3 hebe
-kakayunN

i just read this from i周刊

2007-07-25T19:36:00.000+08:00

very very interesting de letter.
its a letter from to 阿呆 to 阿谁. LOL

远在内地的阿呆给阿谁写了一封信。
亲爱的阿谁，
你还好吗? 还活着没死吗? 最近的身体如何?
知道你看华文字不是很快, 所以我在写这封信的速度是
很~~~~~慢~~~~~很~~~~~~慢~~~~~~的~~~~~~

我般家已经快半年了, 不过地址没变, 就是因为怕亲戚朋友找不到我, 所以在搬家的时候顺便把门牌也拆了一起带来.你们那里现在应该是下雨季节, 天天都下雨吧? 哈哈....我们这里可比你幸运多了, 这个星期总共就下了两次于, 第一场下雨了3天, 第二场雨才下了4天, 很羡慕吧?
昨天我到必胜客去大包pizza, 那个店员很无聊啊! 问我要切成8块还是12块? 我说他神经病啊! 当然是切成8块啦! 12块那么多一个人这么吃得完啊?
你让我给你寄去的外套我已经照办了, 可是因为怕邮奇时超重, 所以把扣子剪了下来放入外套口袋里, 越来越觉得自己聪明了.
你书念得少, 记得要多看点书, 多用成语, 免得被别人笑你没水平. 现在赚钱困难，什么东西都起价，你也得节省点别乱花钱，本来想给你寄些钱的，无奈想到的时候，信封已经封上去了。

下次吧。。。祝安好。
PS: 以后别忘了给儿孙们讲我们很久很久以前的事：让他们知道那时候的天是浅蓝的，草原是绿色的，猪肉是可以放心吃的，鸟类从来没听说过禽流感的，强盗是怕警察的，法庭是讲理的，杀人是要偿命的，结婚是先淡恋爱的，发廊是只管理发的，要是可以治病的，医生是救人的，拍电影是不需要陪导演睡觉的，拍照是要穿衣服的，欠钱是要还的，银行是一言九鼎，学校是不图挣钱的，白痴是不能当官的，结了婚事不能泡美眉的，买东西是要付钱的！最后，身为父母的，不是帮子女抵挡风雨，而是要教他们如何面对风雨的。。。
你的势友阿呆上

YST..i ate this!!

2007-07-23T16:05:00.000+08:00

i went to bought this delicous donuts.. hmmm??
wahahah...dont jealous arh. i ate the strawberry one..so cannot be seen alrdy. inside my stomach. LOL

i think im crazy. but seriously..its damm sweet and nice. ^^

weee....OverSLePT**

2007-07-23T15:46:00.000+08:00

LOL. yeah..i pon today. >< hahah.. i overslept lah. omg.. i sure kena downgrade le. T_T howevery, another day for me to relax. I just watched the movie 1408, damm scary lor. The nightmare seems real but also seems so fake..donno is real or fake now zz T_T stupid illusion. man i miss school xD now free so i came to blog..wahahahah. im so addicted to trickster online now.

LOOK !! wahaha.. cool uh? see the nerdy tortoise.

cool..im fighting! bish*bish

VERY TIRED !!

2007-07-22T11:12:00.000+08:00

ahh. just back from swim swim in jurong complex. kao this is my 3rd times in a row go there since the last last week, every sat go there swim. LOL sian lo no chio bu c de. zz T_T hahah..i super headache now, i keep it short. we went to jurong pt for a walk with wilson n his sis, zr and ang ku gui =x shop shop and see see then go home liao =/ haven watch movie sia !!!
NOW very ache liao..i go take a nap. ltr den cont..
very exciting rite my blog? lol.....

<3 hebe
-kakayunN

start of my VERY first post*

2007-07-21T14:51:00.000+08:00

OmG.. it is friday today (: lalala..cuz no sch tmr mah. okie.. my very first post sia. I have to make it somehow special and style abit. LOL raine lah. i saw her blog le made me wanna make one aso. T_T hahah okie lah. everyone noe i love hebe. <3 i juz watched the Die Hard 4 movie, omg that person is a hero man but i prefer those hackers..dammit lor so pro. zz hack all my friends =x i intro some nice drama to you guys lah...18 禁不禁 and 黑糖玛奇朵. trust me very nice de (:

haiz..haven watch hairy potter lei...wah liew no1 accompany watch lo. those shit fren went to watch themselves liao..zzZZzz =( but yeah i dl le but the quality is = =. (stab myself) rather die than watch lah. kaoo..any1 haven watch or wanna watch again jio me LEI. lol im very desperate for it.

HaiYo..very sian lo nowsday. AHHHHHHHHH!!!! 秘密花园 KOR drama also not bad neh..i currently watching hahah. okie i now gonna upload songs into my blog. enjoy!!

<3 hebe
-kakayunN

Currently my FAV song now <3

2007-07-20T15:10:00.000+08:00

歌曲：你记得吗

歌手：胡彦斌专辑：升级版

你记得吗我曾试探着对你讲
将来一定会把你娶回家
赚很多钱给你花
你当时红着脸低着头跑回家
很长时间再也没有和我说话
你记得吗我们一起玩攀崖
为了不让你受惊吓
我不小心磕破了下巴
看着你心痛的模样
我觉得自己很伟大
我知道你怕吃辣
喜欢喝珍珠奶茶
我知道你怕别人说闲话
才会故意到离家很远的地方和我玩
我知道你怕惹麻烦
才会违背心愿地跟我装傻
我是一个真正的男子汉
不会让你担惊受怕

PS: I lub the lyrics.. <3 <3 <3

<3 hebe
-kakayunN